Thanks so much for stopping by. I saw that your dad is sick and you've all been in my thoughts and prayers also.
I too think it is a control device. What I do also think is that he really does want to leave somewhere inside him. What I don't get is that the two times he's left I had to throw him out (he bragged to everyone he'd left). I told him to leave last night. I don't get that part.
He has not come home. He should have been here an hour ago. He has no money, nowhere to go, so I don't know what he's doing. I just wish he'd get help. I hate that I have a soft side for how screwed up he is. I feel strong. I was strong in front of him and on the phone this morning when I told him he was not staying until after his birthday. Where I fell apart was talking to S23.
I don't know what to expect. Well, lies and promises he's just not able to keep. He's probably out drinking right now. My bf told me this morning maybe he'll get a DUI. I'm always so worried someone else will get hurt. That would kill me.
Have a wonderful holiday yourself. I hope your dad is doing better each day.
Hugs, Sun
"Tell me what you plan to do with your one wild and precious life." Mary Oliver
