I am so sorry you are feeling a bit low. You know I know what it's like. I will try to email you later tonight( - it's that awful dinner time time here).
You need to over write these bad dates with new good memories. H and I have put quite a bit of effort into doing that. I would be lying if I said that has stopped the hurt but it does help dampen it, that he is obviously putting energy into trying to rectify what happened and to work together. When you H gets home you will see the difference.
((((((HUGS))))))))
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength