Much better day and last night was good too. I had decided I didn't care if he called or not. It shouldn't matter. So I made dinner and decided to try and tackle homework. Yuck. He called about 8:30 and it made my night. It's amazing what changing or removing your expectations can do for your PMA. We talked about this and that and it was all around pleasant.
This morning I woke up feeling good and it is even better knowing that I get to see him tonight, tomorrow, and Friday. Beyond that I don't know. We are going to a see a great local band tonight that is kind of an annual tradition for us the night before Thanksgiving. I proposed a little role play, I'm still waiting to see what he says. I suggested that we both show up as though we'd never met and then "meet" and spend the night like a newly forming couple. We'll see. Then tomorrow we are doing Thanksgiving just the two of us. He works Friday, I don't, but he invited me to see a movie Friday night. I know I'm setting myself up for a major let down, but I have to keep remembering that this is a temporary situation. We both know he's going to move back - it is a matter of when, not if. We just don't want to do it too soon as to fall back into old patterns (actually my suggestion), but it is so hard, even though it was my idea. I will stick to it.
As an overall, much better day. Hopefully it will continue to get better.
Me: 37 H: 35 M: 6 T: 8 2 cats, 1 dog, 0 kids S: 09/10/07 D started 9/21/07 (I stalled) Piecing: 11/9/07
