So the most part things are going Ok between my W and I. She has been home 3 months as of Nov 30th. Still in sep beds and still no intimacy.
I feel this wall up in front of me anytime I want to get close to her. It has now come to the point I will no longer bother trying anymore due to the fact I can no longer handle the rejection.
My primary LL is physical touch, and while there has been hugs and kisses on the cheek and a back rub I got last night. I still feel almost dead inside and unloved. I feel so depressed about things in general. I crave the need to be desired and wanted.
I have come off the track and need to get back on. My C says it sounds like I am emotinally burnt out and should focus on myself and what I want to do. My hobbies are of no interest to me as of late.
My focus has been to much on her and no enough on me. Atleast this time I can see it unlike before this whole bomb dropped.
I just wish she would talk to me or atleast get some help.
W: 28 Me: 27 No kids Bomb: 12/27/06 ILUBNILWU Sep: 2/16/07 Came home: 08/30/07
