Wife and I had a big talk the other night and she shed some light on her feelings as of late. I was very glad that she did, while they were not super pleasant, if she didn't care she wouldn't have said anything. There is still something there and its alot bigger than I had thought before. We talked about each others dating situations, and came to the conclusions that they are good people for us right now and are helping us deal. No one has been dishonest here. In that conversation I saw the old wife that I have missed for such a long time, and my heart smiled knowing that she is still around, it made me feel optimistic even if nothing comes of it, maybe we will meet in another time in another life.