I hear u brotha. It will get better. At least that's what everyone keeps telling me. Move on! You deserve so much better! You'll find someone! We've all heard it. But, they don't know or feel what we do in our hearts. I had that! I married that. I met my soul mate. All we can do at this point is live by the mantra. "Everything happens for a reason". God does have a plan for all of us. Hopefully, it's not for my S2BX to keep on torturing me
