I shared how I am afraid that I won't have joy in my life again--yes, there are moments when I am happy, but there is always this dark cloud over everything; it is never far away. I am afraid that no one will ever love me the way he loved me, once. That I won't love anyone else the way I love him.
I am afraid that the misery and loneliness that I have right now will stretch out forever.
Painful I know , I think all of us have these fears but thats what they are fears , not based on any experience or reality. How can we know what the future holds ? You are worrying about stuff that has not happened. Its OK to feel this way however please find a way not to let this overwhelm your life.
I also think OT is right about dating . Find yourself and your way first .
