Not the best of days....wife mad at me for asking if she loved some guy at work and about me emailing her dad about something. she was really sensitive about the 'love' question which breeds more curiosity in me. She has totally denied it, but has confided pretty deeply in this guy.
I will be going to her families house for Thanksgiving. I do need some help with my 'Thanks' script.....Looking at below, I have about 6+ weeks of DB'ing. I'd hoping to have 4-5 sentences of professional DB'ing.
then...just got this over the wire..
"You are right.I do care about you and want to be your friend. I just don't want to be romantic. It is not what I feel and I haven't for a long time - you are right, never is probably not the right word. And I know you would do anything to please me right now.it is overwhelming for me. But it is also very frustrating.I do want space and I do need to live apart. If you won't move out, then the kids and I will and we can see how it goes. I just need my space.I feel like I can't do anything without you watching me or listening to me. And I need to talk to my friends right now and hang with them.
Most importantly, I want to kids to be ok and feel loved by both of us.I don't want to use them to play against each other.when D8 says she wants us to sleep together, we need to be on the same page as far as the answer goes. On all of this..I will move out with the kids if you want.we will try and find a house close by. I start looking and hope to find something in Jan.
What are you thinking for xmas? I am happy to spend it together but do you want to take the kids for a few days somewhere? I was thinking of driving to Idaho to visit the XX's.They will be out for 2 weeks and will need something to do.Let me know.
