Jack! Thanks for responding. I have been thinking that I really need to buckle down and do a 180 ... I am so easily sucked in by him when he contacts me. I think I really need to make an early New Years resolution and really make my self unavailable.
GAL is something else I need to do. I am so involved in my daughters athletics that has become my social life. She does not play a winter sport so I don't have that taking up my time right now.
All of my friends are married ... it is hard to be the 3rd wheel. I suck it up and I am the 3rd wheel when they do think of me. There is not a whole lot to do where I live ... and so I guess I don't know how to get a life. You can only do so much "crafting" and redecorating ... and I don't really think of that can be categorized as getting a life, since I am sitting home alone doing it.
I am truly very lonely ... and I am trying so hard to get past the lonliness of all of this. I want so much to have my family back.
