I do know that one person commented that the ability of members to move up the church leadership ranks would be very appealing to H. A position of power in a standing faith, to a whole community.
He is very needy to be admired, worshiped, told that he is great, the best XXX and the hardest working. In fact, hearing the words of one of his church members made me cringe b/c it was straight from H's mouth to them as a descriptor of himself.
He takes no blame. He has a lot of paranoia....everyone is "out to get him" or "sabatoge" him. He is never appreciated enough.
He is literally a black hole of need. No sense of perception or filters. A constant monologue of the weirdest things.
