Rob-

I'm sorry, I didn't intend to pull up the "talks with H" thing again. I'm not ready for it, nor do I think it will help at this time.

All I can say to you is thank you. It means a great deal to me to get on and see that you've posted on my thread. Not to take anything away from anyone else, because I get great support from here, but I do value your opinion. I know you probably bang your head against a wall some days reading my posts, saying....C'mon Sue, we've gone over this, just start doing it. I'm trying. I really am. A big part of me can't wait to get away this weekend for some time for myself with my family to relax and regroup. As I said, my mom wants to take me shopping, so some smaller clothes would work toward PMA! I'll get it, I promise I will. I'm struggling a bit, but I'll get it.

Got some great compliments on the lunch I set up today! I organize our office events and I did our T-Day lunch (about 60 people). Not that I cook, but I do get it all ordered, set up, ready to go. It's nice to hear after being told that my focus was lacking a bit lately.

Oh, one little compliment from D3 last night. I was watching House. She asked me why the lady was in the hospital. I told her she was sick. She said, mommy, I don't have to go to the hospital because you take good care of me and love me! Oh, how she made my heart flutter!!

SueS


ME: 42, H: 42, D6
Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs.
Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009
Status: Working on it day by day