Ok, because we are open minded here ... let's pretend he has truly been through a period of dillusion ... prior to enlightenment. During that time he did imagine you cheating on him. He believed his dream. It was from his incredible guilt and absolute stupidity.

That stupidity continues today in his exit from the tunnel. It causes him a great need to convince everyone he was innocent and victimized. He will pedal his bike to the ends of the earth to do so. He will knock on doors and explain his assention from the abyss thanks to his new faith.

Perhaps that will work for others also, maybe even us. But if I go buy a bike and pedal myself around in this way, will it undo all things I want to forget ... like the D ... my crashing retirement accounts ... that chili I ate last night?