I know hon, and even when you think you know what to do, it is hard to do it. The pain doesn't let you think correctly most days, BTDT.

Read the book "the proper care and feedign of husbands" for a list of toxic behaviors to change in yourself.

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.