It's totally over with online guy. He sent me an IM yesterday, we hadn't chat in a few days and I was wondering why. So he writes that he is sorry, but that he feels guilty and even though we have fun we both are in Rs and there is only one way our R would end up and he didn't want me to do something I'd regret. He wished me the best and said good bye. He was right, totally... we were flirting in someways, and we were playing with fire in some sorts, and my mind (am guessing his too) was coming up with various scenarios... *sigh* for a second I felt like crying, and it hit me, we WERE getting too close for me to have felt that upset.
I'm still a bit sad..but...yay! the very same night I found another friend....
LOL, don't groan! a girlfriend, another sister in arms (her H has ADHD), I was in an ADD chat and found her, we talked a bit and I filled her in about the great books about ADHD that I've read that she didn't know of, and she told me "you don't know how much I needed this", so now we are pals and I'll be chatting with her
I looked up and said "thank you "
H working his tail off, but... I think he will keep his current position!! the dept. might not move him like they promised!!! yey!! He also was more affectionate on the phone, for the past 2 weeks, on sat night I send him a, umm, sexy pict of me, and he likes it, he he, and it makes me feel good to know he thinks of me in that way :P
might not be on much, have tons of work and my H will be off 'til friday, so, if I dont' post much this week everyone have a great thanksgiving (if you are in the us), hugs to all))))))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
