I feel like you are much more mellow now... more religious and more sure of what you want than me. I never felt like you could handle who I was before, now I'm feeling like I am definitely more than what you can handle. I don't think anyone has ever really seen the real me Brian. That is the thing about all of this. I was a different person with you... I felt like I had to be someone perfect for you... someone church-like and 'good'.... I'm not like that. Would you want to be with someone like that? Or more like, Would you want to be with someone like that? I want to be able to look at someone and love the way they love me... I'm not sure I could ever do that with you because I felt like you were always trying to change me or submerge a part of me into some unknown place so no one would know it was there....
I don't know what to do. I think that she's saying that it's over. I'm ruined. I don't know what to say to her. Please help me.
Me: 29 W: 28 T: 10 M: 7 No kids 2 Dogs and 1 Cat With Parents: 09/16/07 Apartment: 10/13/07 Back Home: ~2/16/2008