Ouch! Thought I was so much stronger!

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Red,
Thanks for your reply. I wanted her back since before I knew she had a bf. Its like all this anger I had for her completely vanished. Then my true feelings for her came about. We were high school sweethearts and have been together for 16 years. Im 32. Half my life with this woman, I dont want to throw it all away. I keep beating myself up for not realizing what I was throwing away when we were in counseling but I simply wasnt over the hurt and ready to give it a go. Ive learned so much about myself during the past 2 years and I feel like Im done with the games and want to pursue a true, deep meaningful relationship.