I have not brought up OM since I first confronted her about it. I do feel a kind of strength in that I do not feel as needy as I peceive him to be in my mind. Even if I am wrong it helps me to visualize this happening!
Thanksgiving will be hard. Her sibling will be staying with us, and she was D last year. I think at first sibling was very suportive, but now maybe not so much. One of her other siblings is very upset about the sitch and we will all be there together... I did tell her that I understood how stressful this holiday will be and that I would not add more to the situation.
The workout thing really threw me. That was a huge part of her life as all of this began to come out. She really looks/acts depressed. And all I want to do is help - even though I know there is nothing I can do!
i do wich I could stop over anaylzing everything. i just can't seem to stop.
