Her response isn't what I was looking for, but kind of what I expected:
I'm happy you have found peace and happiness. What a wonderful thing to finally reach. I am still searching and I am uncertain I will find it fully. I am trying to be true to myself as well. I suppose what scares me is that truth I will find within myself.
I also have to wonder if I will ever fit into your changes and your new lifestyle. I feel like I won't. If you are so happy and content and at peace with your new ways and I am, as I am... I feel like I will be a heavy load to bare and we are even more different than we were before.
I think you have to agree with me on that... because it's obvious.
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My response is going to be:
I think you would be surprised by what love can overcome. I have definitely left room in my life and my heart for you. Don't ever feel like I am excluding you because of the changes that I am going through. We both have a long road to travel. I don't see our differences as an obstacle. I see them as a blessing.
Don't be scared of finding your true self. I have seen her and she is beautiful.
I haven't sent it yet. Again, I'm just going with my heart. I have no real idea what I'm doing. I just hope that I'm not hurting anything and I'm trying not to be pushy.
Me: 29 W: 28 T: 10 M: 7 No kids 2 Dogs and 1 Cat With Parents: 09/16/07 Apartment: 10/13/07 Back Home: ~2/16/2008