You don't know how bad I want to tell him off right now. The only reason I want to wait until after Thanksgiving is we are having friends and family here and I don't feel up to dealing with all the questions and the kids being upset, which will happen, until after Thanksgiving.
I need to cut and go. This is truly rediculous and I am worn out and exhausted. I am preparing a letter to give to him rather than telling. That way I will avoid the confrontation and say what I really want to say.
I wish I could print out his cel bill. But I imgaine its somewhat illegal as the account is his alone and he has no idea that I can see it. I have a counseling session today and will find out what options I have or how I should tell him I know.
Right now I think I am more mad at myself for once again believing him. How can I really? He has done this over and over. What makes me crazy enough to think this leopard can change his spots?
I am going to work on the letter this morning and will post it and let you see. I tend to change them over and over.
Last night I re read Tough Love for the millionth time.
I will post more in a bit.
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
