How do you handle being together for the holidays when you are separated by geography? It is so hard to maintain the 180's when I actually am with her.
Also -- I am afraid that she is just waiting until after the holidays to drop the bomb. but I don't want to push. She never seems happy and looked stressed out. Said she has gained weight.
Seeing her brings it all back -- thankfully I have held it together so far. But 3 days next week will be difficult.
I keep expecting her to be or at least act happy when she talks to me - to let me know that she is in a better place. What do I make of this, if anything?
She just texted me to ask my help with her iPod...
