Rambling on....here is the big thing I don't think most people understand. It would be easy to think that my problem is that I am attracted to "bad boys". However, I am not an idiot and that thought occurred to me way back when I was a teenager so when I have that thought I do what most people would consider sensible which is I purposefully choose to date a "nice boy" but then something really terrible happens which is that I turn the "nice boy" into a "bad boy". So really I am better off just choosing to date "bad boys". For example, think about what would happen if I dated someone like Chrome, which is something that could happen in real life because we have compatible interests/values. I guarantee that by the second time we had sex I would "know" most of his "secret" sexual fantasies and by the third time we had sex he would be totally freaked out/delighted to find himself doing them with me. Then he would either go back to a "Madonna" or he would put on a psychological leather jacket and become a "bad boy". So, my point is that if I'm going to end up with a "bad boy" no matter what, I am better off with an experienced, perhaps even mellowed "bad boy" then a fresh, green one.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
