ot will be disappointed. I called H. I asked him for help, to stay home and help me. He agreed, but doesn't know how to help. We talked for a while. He is going to go with me to the IC.
I don't even want to talk. I just want him to hold me again for awhile. Its just been too hard. I want him to understand. He says that I didn't take care of him or the kids...I want him to see the changes, see that our family is worth it.... He told me to get together, get the kids off to school and call him when D is on the bus. Just his staying home is a huge thing.
I don't know what will happen. I know it is not DB. But my strength is just running out...
