Feeling kind of low lately. I go back & forth. I'm just tired and ready for H to get home.

I know, however, that he will go to his old office while he's here & that's where OW is. If he doesn't know already, he'll probably find out then that she has gotten married since he's been gone. Don't know how he will feel about that.

Sometimes it scares me b/c I feel like we've grown closer, but at the same time grown apart. Sometimes I feel like we don't have much to talk about on the phone.

I'm just ready for him to be home so we can get on w/ our lives.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10