Up, I appreciate your insight on my H. I guess I want to see all of the signs and when I don't...I question it. I guess none of us know what to think with all of this....
With regard to keeping my composure...I have to tell you that I was shocked. I mean he told me in my work area in the middle of the workday. It was really not a big deal to him and I have to think that he thought it was not a big deal for me. I really think that he thinks that I am okay with all of this. And based on most of my reactions, I can understand why he would think this way.
I want to confront him. I want to tell him what he is doing to me.....to us....to our family. I keep thinking that he needs a slap in the face and that he needs to get real. It would also be a 180 for me as I was not confrontational in our marriage.
But I won't. I do know that it will get me nowhere.
Tonight is a lost cause. I'm holding out hope for tomorrow.
But I will see H more than usual as we have school conferences to go to. Of course, he may not show up - either lack of interest or he may have scheduled his own meetings.
