Thank you so much for your words of encouragement.
I feel like I have been hit by a truck tonight.
I don't want to do this....I don't want to fight over what we have built for the last 15 years. It is all so senseless.
I don't want to start over at my age. I made a decision to leave a well paying (very well paying job) six years ago. It was a decision we made together.
It was a stupid decision. I can never get that back. I can't duplicate that job in this town. H put my projected earnings at half of what I was making six years ago. He knows that I will not be able to duplicate what I had.
