Thanks for the encouragement Brit. Went out for a run and I feel much better...
Maybe with some time away my W will start to remember the good things about me and lose some of the negative memories...and maybe her severe coldness will melt down a but. In the meantime I will just try to keep on keepin on, and working on myself.
Me: 43 W: 41 Together 2009, Married 2011 Sons 10 and 6, Daughter 5 Bomb 2/21/21. W moved out 10/2021