Hi Mark. You are right, you shouldn't have laughed, but it happened, and you won't do it again. I was wrong to find it funny. H has laughed at me (or made silly jokes) when I have been at my most upset and its not a good feeling. You are so sensitive, even to the person that has hurt you the most.
I know what you mean about lonely. Craving that attention, conversation, not even really sex (ok sometimes sex LOL), just having someone. And I fully agree that the feeling lonely has created detachment for me, in a lot of ways. I am tired of being pushed away, so I am just getting away from him, make sense?
morgan, lmfao at the 'fetching'. I wouldn't mind being called 'fetching'......
