Well, I guess part of it is, I think this may be a round about way of getting him to face up his own feelings. He's so out of touch with his own motivations, I wonder if putting all of this just completely out in the open might freak him out a bit.
That, and I was going to absolutely be my normal self. You know, discussing all our plans together and which place to spend the night and stuff. I'm pretty comfortable in his place, help myself to stuff, etc. Like we normally do around my friend D or anyone else. Wouldn't you feel odd if you were 'dating' someone whose xw was that comfortable?? Guess I was also thinking that I could get her to be the one applying pressure, instead of me.
And, okay, I have to admit, part of me is just plain curious...
Oh. And, for some dumb reason, I just wasn't that mad at him after we talked about it. sigh Clearly, you can see from my stories about our early M, that this is a recurring problem with me. It's like I'm not bothered by the actual interactions, just with the lack of emotional attention/commitment. I know one causes the other, which is why I even make a point of complaining about it. Not sure why.
