Yeah you know I don't really THINK I am cold - I just wonder why I don't feel worse. Then I remind myself that I've been lied to for a long time, he's not who he was so what I would feel for him, I can't, because he's not the same. And I'm certainly not the same.
But you know what - I'm happy 98% of the time, and I don't feel like I NEED anyone with me to be happy. I'm focused on Peanut, making her happy, keeping her balanced and I am happy with that.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
