Originally Posted By: *KS*Chick*
I feel like I'm somehow a bad person because I don't "care" more for my ex. I don't wish him harm, but something in me really did die and I don't miss him, don't wish to be with him, don't long for him........nothing. Is that normal? Am I defective?


this is where I'm at.

she came over this weekend to see the boys, I just stared at her, almost like she was a stranger.

so, UA. even though you listen to Counrty music, you're not a bad guy for feeling this, even though I sometimes feel like a dick because I'm so numb to it.