Well I go see my attorney this afternoon. But it is something I need to do, another hurdle to jump.
Anyway, Saturday, before soccer, S16 called to ask if I would like some soup. They had made some soup and had extra. I said sure.
After the game, CW made a point to ask me twice if I wanted to go to a movie on Sunday with the kids. I told her to call me because I was working. S6 called at 3 and asked me to go with them. It may or may not have been a bad decision, but I went. It was ok. We saw Fred Claus. There was some teasing and joking around. No expectations. No contacting.
On a positive note, I had a wise Prophet ask me Sunday what I was doing that was exciting. I thought about it for a while and here is what I came up with:
1-I am finally becoming able to enjoy my life and my kids. I am able t oput myself into my work, I am able to laugh.
2-Next week I start as a volunteer tutor at a local in patient treatmeant facility for teens and young adults.
3-I am redecorating parts of my house, cleansing it of CW.
Me: 44 S: 17 and 7 Final-6-13-08 I once went to a psychic who told me I would soon feel cheated......
But it is something I need to do, another hurdle to jump.
