Something to think about, that hopefully will encourage you to write more:

big holidays often depress people who are going through troubling times.
I think that the Thanksgiving holiday, is being a big "downer" on you, particularly because of your now stymied desire to help more in Church.

You dont have to let that "down" feeling in that area, dominate the rest of your life, though.


My current status: june 2006. Wife ran out and filed D.
Finalized Jan 11, 2010, after 12.5 years M.
3 wonderful sons caught in the middle