i am just learning this --trying to put it into action. and it isnt easy..but i have to. i can not survive another six months - or year like i have been.

letting it go to God for real. i have never had control, but acknowledeging it for real -- I CANT GOD!! I give it to YOU!! AND YOU ALONE!

giving up - letting go..giving up sounds like u failed--- letting go sounds like u made a choice for YOU..

M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again