I Don't Care Anymore

[Ohio_Mark]

(((HUGS)))
and I know the purgatory, and the loneliness, too. although I think you are doing pretty good to even find some women attractive. I think its a good sign...if you and your w end up divorced, you will be ready when you are ready, and guessing when you are you will take the reigns and do what you would have liked to have been able to do today.

morgan... funny, if we do end up divorced, I believe that I will take about 6-12 months off from any contact with any woman. But it's the fact that I am being denied the companionship that I crave, this exacerbates my situation. We tend to want what we cannot have. Human nature.

the gift thing makes more sense, btw. and I do find it interesting that your wife is taking it seriously...I think if she was truly gone, she would beg off. or am I reading too much into it?

Not reading too much. This is significant.

enough said. I'm not even going to give you sh!t for using the term, "fetching." ummm...thought that went out with the big bands. (j/k)

Oh, I gotta tell you. She was the cats...