Adriana - you will get advice from people more qualified than me, but you might want to consider geting some Anti-depressants to get you through the next few weeks. A good doctor will prescribe ones for shock and distress, not anti-psychotics . . .
If it is MLC then the h you knew is away for a good while. Read the resource threads. He sounds like he might be a mean one. Come here and pour your heart out. read other people's threads,too, and we will all try and support you in this horrible time. You will make good friends - the people here are the best and have saved my life, helping me to understand what is going on, being there for me, and laughing and crying together.
It is the most fun you will have while your h is on this rollercoaster ride, in all probability.
