I've never had pumpkin soap before. I'd be scared to make it without trying it first.

very glad you didn't feel like dropping all your plans for H. If you guys do get back together, that will be something you guys will balance out, but right now, you can definitely be doing your own things whenever you want to and shouldn't feel guilty about it, unless H decides he wants to commit again.

on your moms/gmas party. ya, that IS something to consider. Do they live somewhere far? could it be possible just for you to stop by for a bit to see her, or even stop by her place the weekend of Thanksgiving, by yourself? It might help to see your gma alone instead of with your mom since you said they feed off each other's negative energy.

I wish I could just try YOUR soup!

oh, we actually got our ceiling fan at Walmart... it was 28 bucks and it looks modern with frosted glass (well, actually plastic) for the lights. I think though, you should find someone to actually install it. electrical is more tricky, and you don't want to short something out, or really hurt yourself, especially something in the ceiling. those things are heavy! oooh, maybe you could find a bamboo style one, I'm pretty sure I've seen those at Lowes.

oh, guess what... I have more new babies! like 50-60 of them. Have only 3 from the last batch, got them in a fry holder and they're doing good.


Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."