I just don't know what to do. I thought our marriage was happy. We had fun together, made plans, did stuff. Rarely quarrelled, although we aregued about interesting stuff like politics and music and books. We had shared tastes. We adored our kids.
Really, doesn't this just confirm for you that it is not about you, it is not about the M, it is about the MLC and MLCer. Bless you, I know that awful feeling of it just not making any sense, but that is the essence of the MLC, it is so irrational.
I hope you are feeling better, so many have posted to you with similar feelings. I could have written the paragraph you wrote, even though my M was rockier than yours. But nowhere near ending. They are just crazy in their own pain right now.
