Joie - What will I do? Begin preparing my house, my finances, my mind, my heart for the end. The R talk really wasn't confrontational. There was mostly just sadness expressed by both of us. The other strange part of our conversation was H asking about what was missing for me in our M. It was kind of weird timing but I just went with it..
lwb - I don't think ow is so obvious that she is pushing for him to D; but, she is pushing for him to spend more time with her.
MC - yes, I believe you are right. He was trying to comfort me because he does love and care about me (like a sister ) Funny thing about the boundaries.. ow called while we were having this convo... I rest my case.
NoCode - I guess you are right in that he is acknowleding the pain that he has caused me and does not want to cause it any longer. At least he doesn't hate my guts anymore.
Thanks for the prayer guys.
Speaking of prayers. The sermon at church today was so timely it must have been sent from the heavens. Probably won't do anything to change H's mind but it started out with a story of a woman so depressed because her H moved in with his girlfriend. For 18 months they were separated and when the D was almost final, her H told her he wanted back in the M. The question for her was what should she do. Anyway, the rest of the sermon revolved around how you make important decisions by being mindful of God, being prayerful, etc. Bam! 2x4 to the H's head. I wonder if he felt it..
) Funny thing about the boundaries.. ow called while we were having this convo... I rest my case.
