You are not a dork!!!! I think that was the hardest thing for me to come to terms with. My h was happy one day and then he went looney!! I know that h and I used to be best friends along with being M. Everyone was always envious of our M. We never disrespected each other and got along so well. When he flipped out on his MLC journey no one could believe it!!!
I didn't see it coming either if that makes you feel any better. I was totally blind sided.
