What I remember of my M pre-MLC is that it was a stable loving one. Like you we hardly ever argued. The only thing I can thing of is that we got into a rut trying to make our lives better for the future. I guess we took each other for granted. We got boring!!!!!
As you know my h used to tell me that he wasn't attracted to me either and M break up all the time. That was MLC talking big time!
It is not you, Angelica. It is your h. What he feels for you is still buried deep within himself. He can't tell you why because he doesn't know himself. I used to ask my h how he could just turn off the feeling the way he did. He said that he didn't know. It just happened. You just keep doing what you are doing. As always you are doing great!