how are you doing? i hope i get to hear from you before the holiday. i can remember last thanksgiving. it was so sad for me. we were separated. even though we were "friends" again, his heart wasn't there for me. he spent thanksgiving with his parents (the wicked witch of the south) and i wasn't too much into celebrating or much less giving thanks. i felt betrayed. i felt alone. i felt like what am i to be thankful for, my husband is M.I.A. for crying out loud!!! CAN'T ANYBODY HEAR ME? my hsuband left me! i felt so angry at the world. i didn't want to be around my parents at that time. i wanted to be home with the kids and just try to live comfortably. we spent a couple of hours at my parents that day but i just felt horrible inside. my husband would always make the turkey and i the rest. i missed him so much.............
present day: i'm not sure why i don't feel like making the big feast this thanksgiving. i think i'm more excited that OUR family is back together than going all out to make lots of food that i'll regret i ate afterwards because my stomach will punish me for it. he's asking me for the dinner so i can't say no. i'm thankful for everything that i have now. it wasn't until a few months ago that i was completely satisfied with the way things were going. i hung in there. i didn't let go of our marriage.
be there for him. he's an alcoholic. he needs support. this is a disease he can't control unless he has support.
me = 34 H = 35 kids = 3 worst day of my life: march 24, 2006 he filed: april 20 Present day: Wedding ring on, he's looking forward to another baby, taking day by day, we talk about our feelings whenever possible.
