I have learned a valuable lesson this morning. I had to go through pictures for two reasons - a Christmas present and a school project.
It is not a wise thing to do.
You just really realize how much history is there, and you really feel the loss.
But in all honesty, I also would look at a picture and remember that H didn't want to do this, or H was mad about this.
I read a lot of posts where everyone is remembering the loving and caring H they had. Why am I so focused on the negative in him now? Defense mechanism?
Oh, angelica - I know you didn't mean to set me off - I think I was just in a moment from when David asked if there would be a Friday. I recovered quickly and went out last night.
It is funny that you mentioned games....since H has been gone, we have game and pizza night once a week. If we ever played games when H was here, he would play because the girls asked. But he wasn't happy about it.
Nothing can disturb game night. In fact, H was out of town and hadn't seen the girls for a while and wanted to take them to dinner. I agreed, told the girls and they protested saying that it was game night. So I had to change the dinner date...I'm sure that he thought it was me...but who cares. For Christmas, we are getting all sorts of new games so I am excited.
