I'm just weary now and ready to get on with the rest of my life. The other day I realized the saddest thing. If someone told me tomorrow my STBXW were dead, I'd be more relieved than sad. Thinking back to what I felt eight years ago, I can barely believe that is possible, let alone that it has happened. The realization has left me depressed beyond words.
I thought I was the only one who felt that way. And I am even passed "depressed" about it. Sad, is it not?
