CVA - Figuring out What's Next

[Not Much Left]

Hey Puddle

Don't exactly know why, other than feeling emotionally empty toward my W, but I responded very negatively to her getting angry about me bringing down some christmas decorations. Long story but pretty much broke every rule, except for the fact that I am not beating myself up about it at all and knowing although negative and expressing "my wants and desires multiple times, I responded in a different way than before.

One key pt was I told her if we are going to be friends (which she has never heard from me before) that I "need" more help arounf the house and communication. Yes I know,nort good, oh well.


So no doppleganger tonight, I have this suspicion that although there is an attraction she may be cautious about going out with recently been wounded CVA., well see she should call me tomorrow.