Long road Time now to bring OM into the Picture

[soul_mate]

Thanks the T-ball was fun I probally like it more than my son. Had a really busy day was able to keep my mind off of things somewhat. W called a few times while I was out and I didn't call back. We have been separated for 3 months and she still talks to me everyday shes pretty much having her cake and eating it. I am going to start making myself much more unavaliable. Well I guess I will have to wait until after our 4 day Thanksgiving trip. I need to pick myself up for this trip the way I feel now is that I don't even want to go on it with her, but instead take the kids myself.

Of course it is killing me thinking of all the things she may be doing. She is sick so that could be a good thing. Well who really knows what she is doing and it would do me not good to know.