Still Tryin's new thread 2

[S.T. _I Made It!]

well. this week as been pretty bad. just haven't gotten out of that low. Yesterday I thought would be good, H had asked for a "favor" on a txt and I txt back saying I would need 100 compliments first... so we joked a bit back n forth, and I tried to fix up some before he got home, and as I came out of my bedroom, he's yelling at the kids about something as soon as he walks in the door. So, it all started out bad. later, He gets pissed that there are no clean dishes and he has to pull it out of the dishwasher (they were clean, but not done yet) and then slams the pantry door and we had already gotten finished eating at the table (during football season, he hardly eats with us), well, he got his food and I was getting up to rinse mydish and he yells with the "f" word about how no ones gonna eat with him and he'll eat by himself. well, that set me off and I left to the kids bedroom and cried. yesterday was a bad day for me...had picked up after my s3 for 3 hours or more, and then the neighbor kids trashed his room after I had totally cleaned it.

Well, today was almost the same, we end up fighting, or it's more I'm practically crying and he's yelling in my face. I really hate that. he does it to the kids when they get in trouble. I told him not to yell at me, I'm right here. I can't even remember what was said, but him saying it's my job to take care of the kids and housework, and that he doesn't know what I do all day.

BUT, the good thing.. which never happened before, was him appologizing.

"Sorry bout everything. Been aweful week. Really am sorry n I know you do alot n work hard everyday at home n with kids. Have a good meeting."

I said, thank you so much for that. and that I could do better and I want him to come home to a great place. He said, Ok I do, have fun love you.

I get this when I'm in the car, so then tears are falling again! except they're happy tears.

okay, just had to write all that cause I'll forget it by next week!