Well, I guess due to the drama of the D sitch & thinking I was losing my H, my drive went way over the top & I realized how much came along w/ the S, the closeness, intimacy, etc. Even though I know my drive won't be like that all the time, I do not plan to let us go in that area and I feel that, no S isn't everything in an M, but it does lead to good feelings that then carry over into every aspect of the M.
He keeps asking me where I want to go for our "date" when he's home. I can't wait for him to get the info I sent him on the B&B. That'll be a really GOOD date. Plus, it was only $95/night which we'll probably end up spending what we would to go to dinner/movies, etc. anyway!!!
It's funny b/c I can remember before he left wondering what it was going to be like after he was gone; now I sit here & wonder what it's going to be like w/ him home.
It still bothers me in the back of my mind that he will be working w/ OW again once he gets back, but I need to just let that go. To me, it doesn't make a HUGE difference that she's married now. If she was willing to "mess around" w/ a married man w/ 3 little boys, you know . . . but I know I need to let that go. She's not worth my time.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
