What a good year this has been.....

[NikB]

f21 funny you say that, I was thinking the same thing about your thread title. But you know what? Every time I read it, it makes me feel good - reminds me of your growth and strength, even on those not-so-great days for you.

I think you are ABSOLUTELY doing a great job taking care of you. It's something I started to learn in San Diego (from you) and have put more into place over time. I hate making other people worry, so I can relate there.

Wow your afternoon experience sounds pretty scary - I'm glad you looked out for yourself but I hope it wasn't anything major.

TRUST YOUR GUT on the rest of this... I've ignored mine and regretted it so many times, and it's a darn good indicator of what to do or not do. And no offense meant but your H seems a lot crazier than mine has been so far.. the up and down within a few minutes is just scary.

No need to answer here if you don't want to but - IS he offering you some great amazing deal that he'll sign off on??? It doesn't seem like it but I'd hate to see you miss out on something if he actually is. If not.. he's just being a jerk and trying to push you into signing something that's not a good idea. None of this legal stuff moves that fast unless it's fishy, IMO.

Glad you are home, enjoying your doggies, and feeling safe.