Ellie, unfortunately...he'd be likely to tell me to have fun!! I did go out with some friends a month or so ago...he knew, since he watched the kiddo. I need to go out with my friend D and really stay out late. ;\) I just have such a hard time staying away from the baby that long! \:\)

Dom, yeah, it was pretty obvious to me what was up when he first started mentioning her. (We were nowhere near this close back then...still very distant and lots of anger. Definitely no sex.) He kept saying he knew that, and didn't want get involved with a client because that was unprofessional, blah blah blah. Even seeing it coming a mile away doesn't always help.

Ah, well. I think we'll have another discussion, but not for a bit. I want to get past Thanksgiving, get some good QT in, and have the MIL-drama factor gone. Plus, xh keeps cringing when I mention I have something to tell him. I need to make sure that he's open to that type of conversation. \:\)

Oh...and on another positive...he explicitly said he wanted to spend time alone with both me and the baby tomorrow. I think I may start adding in some more mildly flirtatious stuff, and see what happens.

Other than this one, stupid thing...we would have a great R. Sheesh. At least he's not hiding it or lying about any of it this time!

Azhira

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