mk, I know all of this is hard for you right now. the job thing must be so tough...hard to pass up good $, especially where you live.
the beauty is your kids won't care if christmas is lighter this year. kids are so happy with so little at this age...little things go a long way. and as for everyone else, well, hell, they will understand. if they don't, they are idiots.
as for the guys, how was the guy last night? I know it wasn't date-like, but would you be interested in following up with a date? will be interested to hear how tomorrow goes...that's with the beckham look-alike, right?
am not going to address the man-shortage. ugh. depressing thought. I know h's ow used to complain about it...how sad is that. we switched places. not that I'm complaining, at least not yet, because I haven't been out looking. but she used to. guess that's why she went for a married one. whore. anyway, not sure clubs are the place to meet the guys I want to meet, but who knows. I still think networking is probably best...think 6 degrees of separation. everyone you know knows people you don't, etc, etc. There is bound to be someone that would be a good match for you out of all of the poeple the people we know know, right? (does that make sense? I'm on very little sleep here).
as for the age thing and yours, hell yeah I'd be thinking about it, too. its weird. I'm guessing she has huge daddy issues. and your h obviously has many issues. together, they are just a big ol' mess.
hey, have been watching gilmore girls, season 3...target has it for only $13 this week. nice. trying to draw comfort from it. funny how much I get from it. I just know our lukes are out there somewhere.
anyway, good to see you again. I'm over on surviving the big d now if you want to stop by. just feels more appropriate for my situation, I guess. blech.
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